In the world of A

In the world of A
Anyone here?hey~response please..It is dark!
Hey!Hey!Anyone here?answer me please?No person here?How come?
(turn to one side)Oh shit!There is a big gate in my heart!It blocks everything from entering.It is locked!Which is the stupid who locked it?o~my...I locked it...ya...I decided to lock it sometime.(just realized.)
(talk to myself)You must be stronger eventh here is dark completely.You must be faithful and hopeful eventh there is no light at all.You...You...You...must not show your worries and sorrows eventh.....you are alone here.(the gate is still being locked.)
(Outside.)
A:hey~come!study group?^^
B:o~sorry...not free..you enjoy then.
A:haha!It's ok.^^never mind.see you tomorrow.

A:hey!do you know about xxx?I shared with you last time right?rmb?
C:o~ya.anything again?
A:walao~I tell you what pla pla pla pla...
c:o~like that only lar?!(B seems like not interested)
A:haha!nothing la..kidding only~^^ok la..busy of your stuff then.(not in the same channel)

A:what is the difference btwn Catholic and Protestant?You are Catholic,should know right?
D:o~like that la..nothing different.
A:serious?there should be a difference.
D:a little bit only.
A:o~hahahaha^^(stop topic)

A:how come like that?misleading lar~
E:?take it easy man.Any prob?
A:what?!ok...nothing then.==(disagreement)

Most of the time...A is physically alone.But sometime there are some girls accompany A.However they are not in the same channel so far.Alone at last.

(the gate is still being locked.)
A likes to set at a corner quietly.Talk to himself.The overwhelming sense of loneliness grows continiously.