contradiction

It is very interesting for us to get into a new place.You will become the stranger then.
I like the feeling being a stranger that others know nothing about me.
They don't know about my past.What I have done they won't know unless I tell them.
kaka!Like a man in secret.Every thing of you is secret.^^Do you like the feeling?What do you think about that?

Some of the people may enjoy this kind of feeling but somehow they feel lonely.Ya.Actually they just want it last temporary.Sometime they need.They need to be listened and understood.In a new situation and environment,there should be no one who understand you well.No one will be in the same channel with them.Hence there is no achievement of sympathism.
Sometime we try to held our emotion and feeling deeply inside our heart so that others may not be able to read your mind and understand about your feeling.
But sometime we try to tell others about our feeling and thought indirectly by doing something strange and abnormal.
Such a complicated contradiction.^^