Thursday, May 27, 2010

No need to be like that~

I am having my mid-year exam. Teacher said this should be a test which is able to see whether we can score well in STPM or not. The words tense most of the PAB students up. I can feel that.
Since the syllabuses are terribly wide,it seems like an impossible mission to score very very well in this mid-year exam. There have been many students falling into depression and despair since they have started the journey of STPM. During such trial of frustration, what is the thing or attitude we should lean on to complete the journey with joy and peace? Some of them choose to lean on their own determination...some just give up every thing...some of them just don't even take it as a big deal.
Trial is like a chance for me to glorify the name of God.so? Do we have to merely depend on our own ability and effort to score well during exam?Take other people as your target to chase after in term of academia?honor him with our effort?
All the time hiding yourself from the society, making sure that nobody is going to disturb you?
All the time look at the book without making any joke with friends during class?
Asking your friends whether they have started preparing for the exam?(so that you will find it more comfortable when they said they haven't?or more competitive when they said they have well prepared.)
Looking around your friends studying?to see what they are studying and see whether you have read through it or not?
All the ways above are not healthy...and will never give glory to the Lord.
I think the only way to gloryify God's name is to putting down all our pride...purely follow him with the humble spirit to the kingdom of God.
He love us so much...hope us to Just lay all the thing to him...leave no worries in our life...
It is not easy to do what I have uttered.I find it very hard to do so, since the surrounding people and the peer pressure will unwittingly keep you from doing that. You may get involved into this academical battle without any sense of awareness.
I feel very lost among them...

calming down myself in my silent room...
persuading myself with the words of bible..
figuring out the truth...
knowing that peace and joy....
is the precious jewel that God long to give us...
Jumping out of the box and seek for them!
Thank God....thank you...

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Happy Mother's Day

Wish all the mothers having good health and a peaceful life.
Happy Mother's Day...^^

I noticed one of my friends was worried of figuring out a gift for her mother recently.
She asked me what I am going to present to my mother in this week.erm...That is a good question which I don't ever bother.I was speechless that time.
Last night, I made a call to my eldest brother and discussed with him about the celebration.
Finally, we decided to buy a cake for our last-minute planning.
I found myself very thoughtless and I wonder how my friend could be that worried of the gift.
I thought maybe it is due to the fact that I am a guy...But that never be a reasonable factor.
Over here, there is a question. How can we express our love to someone we really love? By giving a valuable present or just a kiss?
Gift somehow is necessary for us to built up a good relationship with our parents, relatives, friends and even life partner.
However, love them with our sincere heart....with no purpose...
I love you...Mum...^^since you love me 1st...