Before I pose this passage, I am actually having no idea of how to express.==
People say that the educational system in Malaysia is very bad. haha! BAD? That means low efficiency, low quality and even old-fashioned. Ya..I am not sure of that, therefore I just listen and most of the time I choose to accept. Well~No matter how bad it is, we all have got to idea of how to better it, but we just can follow. If you don't want to follow, then you better choose to study oversea university if your parents can afford the high quantity fees. Otherwise, you just shut your mouth up and follow the system over here.
I have found out a guy, he feels very unsatisfied toward the lousy educational system in Malaysia.We understand his feeling actually. But he doesn't really enjoy his school life. He has serious problem on his view.
Ya.We all know, school is the place of learning. But what can we lean from that? Is there just to help you to get a certificate of a particular subject or profession? A degree certificate? Then, there is really meaningless for us to be there. Several hundred years ago, the educational system is really old-fashion and stern. However, it has educated so many people, and most of them became mighty persons at the end. The Confucianism is one of the good example. The theory is actually more worth compared to any Sciences theory. Mankind should actually learn how to be a real man before you have done something mighty.
People now aim for the papers,ya! The papers that show the certification and the triumphs they achieved. But what actually they get at the end are just the papers, the lifeless things which would eventually decompose. Are they really important? Think about that.
If the black and white certificate and the excellent result are all the purpose in your life. Then, I will feel absolutely sad and sympathetic of that, because you are actually wasting your life.
Appreciate the moment you get among your friends, the laughter they make, the jokes they say and the love and care they give to you.
(we can actually learn how to be a nice and sociable person in the school. Don't merely think that school just help you academically.)
Friday, February 26, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
I am in charge on my emotion
If you said that you are in charge of something, that means you can take control of sth.
Well~In fact, there are very few things or matters that we can take control of. But certainly, we can take control of ourselves. On any aspect such as emotional control, body control, thinking and speaking, we are actually in charge of all these things.
We often hear people say that someone dominates their lives or perhaps we occasionally say that people make our lives suffer. We may say :"They ruined our day", since they have done something bad to us. Is everything really like what you said? You are actually saying that people are in charge of your emotional control. Are they? I don't think so. You are the only one who is actually in charge of it. But you choose to give others your remote control of your emotion or something else which belong to you completely. You are the fool, don't keep on blaming other people. It is nothing to do with them.
I was quite actually seriously influenced by the NERDY's aura. I started to a nerd. That is actually a sad case. I almost allowed the stupid and useless aura influence me to get moody on something that is actually healthy and beneficial. Since when I get that chilly and unsociable?
However, I stood in front of a mirror and self-questioned. I know that is something wrong.... Now I am willing to congratulate myself that I have succeeded to persuade myself.^^Congratulation, jerry NCC. Nice job.
Well~In fact, there are very few things or matters that we can take control of. But certainly, we can take control of ourselves. On any aspect such as emotional control, body control, thinking and speaking, we are actually in charge of all these things.
We often hear people say that someone dominates their lives or perhaps we occasionally say that people make our lives suffer. We may say :"They ruined our day", since they have done something bad to us. Is everything really like what you said? You are actually saying that people are in charge of your emotional control. Are they? I don't think so. You are the only one who is actually in charge of it. But you choose to give others your remote control of your emotion or something else which belong to you completely. You are the fool, don't keep on blaming other people. It is nothing to do with them.
I was quite actually seriously influenced by the NERDY's aura. I started to a nerd. That is actually a sad case. I almost allowed the stupid and useless aura influence me to get moody on something that is actually healthy and beneficial. Since when I get that chilly and unsociable?
However, I stood in front of a mirror and self-questioned. I know that is something wrong.... Now I am willing to congratulate myself that I have succeeded to persuade myself.^^Congratulation, jerry NCC. Nice job.
Learning is like boating against the water current. There is either improvement or retrogression.
Learning is like boating against the water current. There is either improvement or retrogression. I agree this statement fully.^^
Recently, I seldom write post in my blogger. Actually,here is my secret training room. haha! I attempt to learn writing from here. But there is a Mandarin proverb saying that there is no such thing like maintenance in learning. That is why Bible tells us not to get lazy on any aspect.
Besides that , there have been several friends saying that my posts contain too many words. It makes them feel lazy to read and even give comment. Then, I have chosen to make my post short and cute. Now, I perceived that I have abandoned a reader that is me.== I feel bored to pose a meaningless post. That is really a sad case. I noticed that I have forgotten many vocabularies. haiz~Since, MUET is coming soon, thus I have to get more hard-working.
So, from now on, I will write a post as long as possible.^^
Recently, I seldom write post in my blogger. Actually,here is my secret training room. haha! I attempt to learn writing from here. But there is a Mandarin proverb saying that there is no such thing like maintenance in learning. That is why Bible tells us not to get lazy on any aspect.
Besides that , there have been several friends saying that my posts contain too many words. It makes them feel lazy to read and even give comment. Then, I have chosen to make my post short and cute. Now, I perceived that I have abandoned a reader that is me.== I feel bored to pose a meaningless post. That is really a sad case. I noticed that I have forgotten many vocabularies. haiz~Since, MUET is coming soon, thus I have to get more hard-working.
So, from now on, I will write a post as long as possible.^^
STPM 4 flat
Last night, I was told that STPM result would be announced today, 24Feb2010. Most people say that it is earlier than the year before.^^It's actually has no effect on everything.
Well~ There was nothing went wrong, the sun still shines as bright as usual, the birds still chirp as sweet as usual and we study in our white color classroom as usual.
In our Math lesson, our M2 teacher looked great and energetic. Before she left the class, she took out her mobile phone and asked for the results. haha! Obviously, she is the most three-eight teacher that I have ever seen. I have ever compared her with the aunties in Sri Rambai Market. There is almost no difference between them.==She asked and we are able to know the results indirectly.
Of course, we all were looking for nothing but the news of 4flat that time. Ya! There are two.^^
Congratulation.haha! Two science students got their 4 flats in STPM. That is just excellent.haha!
They are guys whom have been expected to get such excellent result.haha! Cus they often score 4 in their school test. I know them. One is Wai Keat,a Bio student and one is Bala, a huge and smart Indian who is small genius in Physics. I respect them really because they not only obtain the best STPM results, they also look smart and mature. Totally, I am pretty sure that they are not a nerd. Instead they are mature and humorous sometime.
This year, our honorable physics teacher just expects us to get 3flats.Lame enough==
At about 11 o'clock, the door of the hall has been filled with many seniors. They all look mature in their own unique ways. Some dyed their hair in what color they prefer. Some wear as how sexy as they wish and some look no change.haha!
Seriously, the big big girls there are mostly good-looking, it was the thing that has made my school life colorful. LOL! Since there are colorful flowers in the garden, everything look comfortable and wonderful inside the garden. =P I think we have our right to appreciate their beauty. That is one of the wonderful God's creation that mankind appreciates well in the world. haha! At the same time, I realized that why people like to look for long-legged sister or mature girl to be their partner.Right? Kaemin =P
However,thank God for creating girls for boys to cherish and love them.^^
Ops..I got a lit bit out of my topic, get back!
Regarding the seniors, they sat inside the hall. Some was asking teachers for suggestion or just forming a circle and chit-chatting around with friends. At that moment, I tell myself that there is a time for us to get back over here again. With smile or regret when I obtain the result is utterly up to me now.^^ I believe that I will have no regret so far.
Getting STPM 4 flat is not really my purpose. My purpose is to give glory to your name, Lord.^^ Hope I can glorify your name 99 in my life.
Well~ There was nothing went wrong, the sun still shines as bright as usual, the birds still chirp as sweet as usual and we study in our white color classroom as usual.
In our Math lesson, our M2 teacher looked great and energetic. Before she left the class, she took out her mobile phone and asked for the results. haha! Obviously, she is the most three-eight teacher that I have ever seen. I have ever compared her with the aunties in Sri Rambai Market. There is almost no difference between them.==She asked and we are able to know the results indirectly.
Of course, we all were looking for nothing but the news of 4flat that time. Ya! There are two.^^
Congratulation.haha! Two science students got their 4 flats in STPM. That is just excellent.haha!
They are guys whom have been expected to get such excellent result.haha! Cus they often score 4 in their school test. I know them. One is Wai Keat,a Bio student and one is Bala, a huge and smart Indian who is small genius in Physics. I respect them really because they not only obtain the best STPM results, they also look smart and mature. Totally, I am pretty sure that they are not a nerd. Instead they are mature and humorous sometime.
This year, our honorable physics teacher just expects us to get 3flats.Lame enough==
At about 11 o'clock, the door of the hall has been filled with many seniors. They all look mature in their own unique ways. Some dyed their hair in what color they prefer. Some wear as how sexy as they wish and some look no change.haha!
Seriously, the big big girls there are mostly good-looking, it was the thing that has made my school life colorful. LOL! Since there are colorful flowers in the garden, everything look comfortable and wonderful inside the garden. =P I think we have our right to appreciate their beauty. That is one of the wonderful God's creation that mankind appreciates well in the world. haha! At the same time, I realized that why people like to look for long-legged sister or mature girl to be their partner.Right? Kaemin =P
However,thank God for creating girls for boys to cherish and love them.^^
Ops..I got a lit bit out of my topic, get back!
Regarding the seniors, they sat inside the hall. Some was asking teachers for suggestion or just forming a circle and chit-chatting around with friends. At that moment, I tell myself that there is a time for us to get back over here again. With smile or regret when I obtain the result is utterly up to me now.^^ I believe that I will have no regret so far.
Getting STPM 4 flat is not really my purpose. My purpose is to give glory to your name, Lord.^^ Hope I can glorify your name 99 in my life.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Happy CNY!
Ya...CNY holidays are about to finish. What have you done during the holidays? Is it really a happy CNY? Haha! I will answer yes without any hesitation.
I enjoyed well with my relatives, my friends and even several honorable teachers.
Ya..Really this should be a nice moment for me to meet my old friends and relatives.
I had a good time to talk, eat, drink, and laugh with them. The moment is precious and worth to be cherished.
Last night, my house got a party. That is a big model party but my house isn't really that big enough to accommodate all of them. Sorry for that.
I appreciate their willingness to attend the party. Normally, people would feel embarrassed or what and finally refuse my invitation.^^However, the distance between us indirectly tells me that they are totally willing to visit me, my hometown and my home.(maybe my doggies)
Guys, I really give thank to you for your coming. ^^thank Niel for helping, my burner was being reduced that time.
Sorry also, if I had unconsciously neglected anyone of you during the party.
See you tomorrow, my friends.
I enjoyed well with my relatives, my friends and even several honorable teachers.
Ya..Really this should be a nice moment for me to meet my old friends and relatives.
I had a good time to talk, eat, drink, and laugh with them. The moment is precious and worth to be cherished.
Last night, my house got a party. That is a big model party but my house isn't really that big enough to accommodate all of them. Sorry for that.
I appreciate their willingness to attend the party. Normally, people would feel embarrassed or what and finally refuse my invitation.^^However, the distance between us indirectly tells me that they are totally willing to visit me, my hometown and my home.(maybe my doggies)
Guys, I really give thank to you for your coming. ^^thank Niel for helping, my burner was being reduced that time.
Sorry also, if I had unconsciously neglected anyone of you during the party.
See you tomorrow, my friends.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Bond
Before I started my sharing, I always make my mind clear of what I am going to say.
But now I am like having no idea.ya...got it!
I have no right to comment so much on something, especially that is not my business.
Recently, I noticed many friends have changed their status from single to.pla pla pla.ya.Without any mention, we all also understand. Nothing is bad, at least It show that they have got a people to love them. Utterly, that should be wonderful and admirable. I inwardly wish them being in a good and healthy relationship. Instead, I don't expect to hear any bond breaking among every relationship.
There are several types of chemical bonding in the world. Some are strong and arranged in order. Inversely, some are fragile and arranged messily.
Simple covalent bonds no longer link the particles together firmly. For instance, hydrogen gas molecule is merely made up by two small hydrogen ions. Both two H atoms share an electron with each other in order to achieve stable electron arrangement. However, they just share e' among two of them selfishly, without third person involving. The bond will no longer be firm, and even be destroyed seriously when a trouble arises.
What I want to tell you is to link many people in your bonding of relationship. For instance, Giant covalent bonding among diamond is a very strong bond and very high temperature is required to melt it. It can endure any stress or heat supply on it without breaking any bond.
Its structure is awesome!
Ya...We can do likewise in term of relationship by sharing our experiences and advices.
Erm...No matter what kind of relationship you have with a particular person, there is necessary for you to introduce him or her to other friends. They can help you to analyse and figure out who can be your good partner for the rest of your life. Mostly, we are not smart enough on this aspect, we need helps honestly.
Have you ever done the same thing? If you think that it makes sense, then I happily encourage you to fulfill it.
If you feel that it isn't necessary, then I hope that it will never bother you at all.^^
But now I am like having no idea.ya...got it!
I have no right to comment so much on something, especially that is not my business.
Recently, I noticed many friends have changed their status from single to.pla pla pla.ya.Without any mention, we all also understand. Nothing is bad, at least It show that they have got a people to love them. Utterly, that should be wonderful and admirable. I inwardly wish them being in a good and healthy relationship. Instead, I don't expect to hear any bond breaking among every relationship.
There are several types of chemical bonding in the world. Some are strong and arranged in order. Inversely, some are fragile and arranged messily.
Simple covalent bonds no longer link the particles together firmly. For instance, hydrogen gas molecule is merely made up by two small hydrogen ions. Both two H atoms share an electron with each other in order to achieve stable electron arrangement. However, they just share e' among two of them selfishly, without third person involving. The bond will no longer be firm, and even be destroyed seriously when a trouble arises.
What I want to tell you is to link many people in your bonding of relationship. For instance, Giant covalent bonding among diamond is a very strong bond and very high temperature is required to melt it. It can endure any stress or heat supply on it without breaking any bond.
Its structure is awesome!
Ya...We can do likewise in term of relationship by sharing our experiences and advices.
Erm...No matter what kind of relationship you have with a particular person, there is necessary for you to introduce him or her to other friends. They can help you to analyse and figure out who can be your good partner for the rest of your life. Mostly, we are not smart enough on this aspect, we need helps honestly.
Have you ever done the same thing? If you think that it makes sense, then I happily encourage you to fulfill it.
If you feel that it isn't necessary, then I hope that it will never bother you at all.^^
What actually we have to appreciate?
There are something that we are supposed to know how they can happen, but indeed we have no idea of solving them or dealing with them.
For those who came out with me today are able to know what I am talking about.
I have been trying to convince myself since many years ago. Besides, I also encouraged myself to be more gentle and active. I have tried my best. ya!My BEST. However, I am usually and mostly refused by their CRUEL answers with some terrible chillers. I don't know what happen to them. Or is it something wrong with me?
Maybe my thought has been modified either negatively or positively.
At the same time, their thoughts have not be changed or even improved so far.
Very down, very sad...I don't think that I have any motivation to be active. Instead, I have to change my mind not to bother them.
Is it impossible for us to change someone mind, but it is always possible for us to change our mind and behavior. That should be the only way that can set me free from that emptiness ans sadness. Forgive me...I don't know what else I can do...I am exhausted almost by these such nonsense and stupid matters.
There might be something else that requires my help. There might be somebody else who requires my care.
Leaping out of the small and boring box, looking around and finding out what is actually we have to appreciate.
(the message here is confusing, you are not encouraged to understand the content, even the writer also ain't sure what he wrote.)
For those who came out with me today are able to know what I am talking about.
I have been trying to convince myself since many years ago. Besides, I also encouraged myself to be more gentle and active. I have tried my best. ya!My BEST. However, I am usually and mostly refused by their CRUEL answers with some terrible chillers. I don't know what happen to them. Or is it something wrong with me?
Maybe my thought has been modified either negatively or positively.
At the same time, their thoughts have not be changed or even improved so far.
Very down, very sad...I don't think that I have any motivation to be active. Instead, I have to change my mind not to bother them.
Is it impossible for us to change someone mind, but it is always possible for us to change our mind and behavior. That should be the only way that can set me free from that emptiness ans sadness. Forgive me...I don't know what else I can do...I am exhausted almost by these such nonsense and stupid matters.
There might be something else that requires my help. There might be somebody else who requires my care.
Leaping out of the small and boring box, looking around and finding out what is actually we have to appreciate.
(the message here is confusing, you are not encouraged to understand the content, even the writer also ain't sure what he wrote.)
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Chinese New Year
It is just ridiculous for people to stay at home quietly during CNY.
Don't try to be an utter nerd or a 宅男/宅女, that isn't beneficial but to make you more unsociable.
I feel totally down and disappointed toward those who are not introvert but somehow not willing to step out from their box. Lame ma!
That is how they have their CNY? Happy CNY? I can't even imagine and agree with the way they might celebrate. haiz~ Different people have different thoughts.Some are ridiculous, some are reasonable. Who can make a judgement on it? I have no idea==
During CNY, we usually will be given holidays at least for a week. What a nice opportunity for us to meet during this precious season! I won't forgive myself, if I miss the chance to keep in touch with my friends. Set together,chit chat and gossip throughout the moment we meet each other.Since we don't really have many holidays after that, this is a chance for us to make our relationship more intimate.
There is no offense in this passage, I just want to share my point of view, no matter you do agree or not. The symbol of CNY is always the laughter, instead of silence.^^
Wish all of you have a noisy CNY.
Don't try to be an utter nerd or a 宅男/宅女, that isn't beneficial but to make you more unsociable.
I feel totally down and disappointed toward those who are not introvert but somehow not willing to step out from their box. Lame ma!
That is how they have their CNY? Happy CNY? I can't even imagine and agree with the way they might celebrate. haiz~ Different people have different thoughts.Some are ridiculous, some are reasonable. Who can make a judgement on it? I have no idea==
During CNY, we usually will be given holidays at least for a week. What a nice opportunity for us to meet during this precious season! I won't forgive myself, if I miss the chance to keep in touch with my friends. Set together,chit chat and gossip throughout the moment we meet each other.Since we don't really have many holidays after that, this is a chance for us to make our relationship more intimate.
There is no offense in this passage, I just want to share my point of view, no matter you do agree or not. The symbol of CNY is always the laughter, instead of silence.^^
Wish all of you have a noisy CNY.
Friday, February 5, 2010
Mandarin Orange
Since the Chinese New Year is coming, Leo club in HSBM was doing business dealing before that.I received a Mandarin Orange, It is presented by a younger boy who is now Form 2.
I don't really know about him, we jus greet each other whenever we meet.
We have played a basketball game. Maybe since that time, the game is impressive to him.
haha! Anyway, I try to find him out in the school, so far I haven't succeeded. i need to say a "thank" to him. It is just a nice gift. Indeed, I appreciate.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Setting Sun
Setting Sun...It was hiding itself behind the mountain, as a shy girl . I want to take picture of it, but when I made a turn and intend to capture it, it totallyhad ran away.==It should be a pretty Sun, if "she" didn't hide herself~But it has to set and go to the other side of the earth.What a reject It give to me? It prefers to show itself to other rather than me!?I asked~Why so shy? I am Man, not Moon!
It was merely a joke, and a nice one. I was driving and going off the Jusco at that time. I was thinking of many things whenever I see a EMO scene~ ya~It is totally good for a man, a mankind to think and ponder.What can it represent? Time~It never waits~and It waits for no man~Cheirsh the moment you are getting along with your parents, friends, relatives and God.
Walao A~sad case nia....However, there is a moon there to replace it~A moon which reflects the warm sunlight and shines upon us~The light is not that intense, but comfortable. The heat transferred is not that harmful but consoling~
Sometime you will feel that the sun is loving~But sometime you will agree that the mon is caring~
Monday, February 1, 2010
Down
down...Misunderstanding causes down...
down...Mistake causes down...
down..down..down..
It just lasts for awhile, but I never expected that I would be that down.
What I have done doesn't match with what my teacher ordered. Haiz~I am trying to explain, but I know I won't be allowed since the limiting time. I am sorry...I am sorry...What I have to do is to apologize.. Forgive me? No answer.But it is just a research what? You all may not take it serious, but I do. I try to do more and learn from it, but I jsut left 1 step to complete it. That was the step I have forgotten.
Whatever~I have done it. Hope that it won't be any problem arise anymore.^^
down...Mistake causes down...
down..down..down..
It just lasts for awhile, but I never expected that I would be that down.
What I have done doesn't match with what my teacher ordered. Haiz~I am trying to explain, but I know I won't be allowed since the limiting time. I am sorry...I am sorry...What I have to do is to apologize.. Forgive me? No answer.But it is just a research what? You all may not take it serious, but I do. I try to do more and learn from it, but I jsut left 1 step to complete it. That was the step I have forgotten.
Whatever~I have done it. Hope that it won't be any problem arise anymore.^^
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