Friday, May 15, 2009

memories~

I was used to live without ambition before.Is it important for a person having a ambition?
I didn't think so.^^
4 days ago,due to some reasons,I should have to go to Penang.On the way,I was alone and taking a long time pondering.I like to have a silent moment pondering,no matter it is short or long.
Because,I believe that whenever you ponder,God will provide wisdom to you at the quiet and secluded moment.
By the way,I read a book which talks about significant ambition and attitude in our life.
It inspired me a lot.I just realized how naive I am.
At the same time,I discovered some wira and wirawati.I didn't know where the camp they came from.But,the picture they were going home was very touching to me.
oh no..The life in Gua Chenderai was a very indeed sweet memory in my life.I was so grieved when we were going to separated.
I started being EMO.Then,I noticed a wira with a guitar.It recalled my memory about the moment I was playing guitar delightfully in bustling L5.It was a scene of bustle and excitement.
I never forgot the moment I was alone in Gua Chenderai L5 hostel every Friday.
They had to worship every Friday evening.During the period,all the Buddhist and Muslim had to leave.yea~I was alone but not lonely.^^
The moment they were worshiping, the moment I was carrying a common guitar in my strong arms and singing praises to the Lord joyfully in L5.
All the sweet memories were recalled when I was sitting at a isolated corner within Rapid.
=D!!I grinned to the sky and felt deeply grateful to the God for giving such memorable memories in my life.
Rapid brought me to Perangi,and I went off the bus with my huge head.
After Daniel's call,I tended to Perangi and was standing outside of the bustling shopping complex.Emo again~I still could not forget,I had come here for "straying" with my friends several times.We were used to build a trip and came here for 'straying'.haha!!Actually,we had written and read some essays that talk about the cases of straying.haha!!Obviously,we are the strays.lol!!!I thought that we could write that kind of the essays very well.^^
But we stopped straying since Form 5.
During these few hours,I was terribly emotionally sensitive.
haha!!EMO right?Don't know what time I started to be emotionally sensitive.==''

2 comments:

  1. Pls attend my funeral. You don't have to cry or feel sad. Just come. Free food available. Tq.

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  2. girl wont come...then,what is the reason i have to attend??hhaha!!!!!

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