update

Sorry for my inactivity on Blogger, I haven't tried my best to share what is happening in my life recently.
I terribly met an accident. I found it terrible to happen. It was not my fault totally, but I know it was my bad luck to fill the fuel tank with merely RM10 of fuel in Desa Damai Petronus. There was a old lady driving and she was the one who foolishly brought her light green Kancil to butt the bottom of my Wira. At the same time, I was witnessing throughout the action.Walao~ If I were superman...I would like to stop all the messy things.
I was shocked after the crash, but I got seriously stunned and speechless after the second crash. She reversed her car rapidly and banged a brand-new motorcycle behind her. She just stopped driving after the second crash. Bullshit...==
The scene which I don't know how to describe is still revolving in my memory. It is my first. Thank God. I was the victim not the factor of this accident.
After the mess, I had waited for one and a half hour for the coming of the cops. By the way, the old woman asked me to bring to her house for taking her IC. On the way, she kept on chattering until I got irritated and impatient. Hu~ Since, she is alone and pitiful, I chose to be sympathetic instead of bitter. She made me realizing that loneliness is more torturing than how I have ever expected. She has no one to rely besides herself. I find no point to be bitter. Instead, I have to be thankful and grateful of the people I have around me.
Thank God. After that, the low-class cops came followed by the important traffic cops. They captured several photos for proofs and asked me to state all the process thoroughly. Hu~After that, I had to make a report in BM Balai Polis. Wa~I hate the traffic jam in BM the most. It is a waste of time! It took about half of my day to settle all the stuff. Honestly, I have learned a lot of things during the lesson.Thank God....^^I should face it with gratitude.^^ That's all my update.

Need helps

Everyone needs compassion,
Love that's never failing;
Let mercy fall on me.

Everyone needs forgiveness,
The kindness of a Saviour;
The Hope of nations.

Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.

Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failures,
Fill my life again.

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in,
Now I surrender.

My Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.
Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

Shine your light and let the whole world see,
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus (x2)

Christian lyrics - MIGHTY TO SAVE LYRICS - HILLSONG AUSTRALIA

It's one of the songs that has inspired me well.)
It is true...Everyone need compassion and love that is never failing.
We are vulnerable and weak. We can't do anything on something that you can never help.
We have a lot of burdens to bear in daily life. No one can get rid of all the responsibilities in this world. Unwittingly, we may be pressed, emotional and consequently depressed and even hopeless.
Why? Because we find that only we ourselves are having problems in this world. Why again? It is because everybody is not willing to reveal their own negative feelings in front of other persons. We hide them all the time and gather them together without awareness. It becomes BURDEN at the end.
More considerate and caring friends and mates we have in our live can make our life easy.^^ BURDEN is an invisible and spiritual load that we always bear. It gets more serious as life goes on. It is actually more heavy than we can withstand indeed. Can you imagine how terrible a person bearing heavy bag at all time and in all places? It is dreadfully torturing.You can't throw it! Because the only way to get rid of it is to stop the beating of your heart-die. We have to bear it!
How can we bear it?
Guys...
We need more hands to minimize burden.
A hand that pats our back when we are crying.
We need a pair of ears to minimize burden.
A pair of ears that listens to our pitiful scream.
We need comfort that can never be self-produced.
As we gather and inspire each other, the physical and spiritual strength will gain stronger!
It provides me a relation.
[The physical and spiritual strength is directly proportional to the number of considerate friends you have around you]
Keep it in mind. Whenever you are worrying and agitated, find someone to express what you feel. It will amazingly lighten your burden. +U!

Spot Check year 2

I have post a blog about spot check last year. Today, we have one spot check also.
By the way, I would like to share what happened on Wednesday.
In HSBM we have Perhimpunan every Wednesday and most of the Wednesday prefects take chances to check students' hair and fingernails.
One of my friends had been caught to a corner waiting for discipline teacher to cut his hair. After awhile, he escaped from being caught by saying that he wanted to go to washroom. However his name had been recorded down, he was called by discipline teacher. Once he came in class, his hair had been partially cut.==pity nia...
Today, prefects entered our class and had a spot check and body check. He kena again!
His hair kena cut again!His face immediately turned green.==
Last year, his hand phone had been confiscated. Now, hair being cut.hu~will be seriously agitated. Hope that he is alright now..

Update

Wow~The form 6 monthly exam in HSBM has been over.haha...It doesn't make me feel really relieved. Perhaps I have been already got used of it. Once I got the paper, I just figured out the answers and filled the questions up as soon as possible. We will be nervous during examination but I told myself that it is totally useless for me to panic at that important moment. I must finish it without fears and hesitations. Thank God....I don't have bad feeling after the exam even after the announcement of the results.^^
I have asked many classmates around about the change of their life after taking form 6. They all are really moody when talking about that. But I know that they need someone for them to express their dissatisfaction. It is actually good to see my friends changing their life for their future's sake. I believe that they will be blessed in future. In contrast, those stubborn people will deserve a tragedy at the end.
People need comfort...sufficient and consistent comfort. We feel lonely once we are having problems. The sense of helplessness may overwhelm us completely whenever we are getting into a big trouble. We need helps...
My friends...They are having relationship problem and most of the time they are emotionally unstable. One of them has been absent to school about 3 weeks after breaking with her bf. She seemingly likes to be isolated but in fact she searches for helps in secret all the time. Some of them are having disordered time management due to various distractions in their daily life. It often makes them struggling and suffering. Even those people who got 11 As in SPM admitted that they are not able to carry on the F6's life well alone. We are merely human with a vulnerable flesh. In order to gain power and strength, we need to undergo the tough trial together.
Besides that, I believe friends in other places may be having their tough moment. Wish you all the best my friends...Fight for your future...^^+U!!!

Thirst

We eat for satisfying our appetite and the stomach as well.
We drink because we are thirsty and we need something to satisfy the terrible thirst.
Now, we can find drinks of many kinds anywhere. This happens due to a variety of earthly demands.
However, you know our spirit will get thirsty, do you? What should be the thing needed to pour on it in order to solve the thirst?
Don't pour the wrong thing on it....otherwise you will get more thirsty than how you ever imagine.

Your health

Today, I have watched "Eclipse" at Sunway Carnival GSC. I heard other people said that it will contain more fighting and action. I found no idea how fantastic they can fight in this romantic and unique love story. I left no expectation before I watched it.
There are many 'body contact' instead of 'beautiful physical motion'.Er em...What we should expect should be kissing, hugging and whispering in the movie.^^ Because it is 'Eclipse' ok?
There are many sentences of script which are very touching and romantic. However, some people may find them very ark...nauseating...=(
I find a sentence...The vampire, Edward told Bella while he found that Victoria was approaching her. He explained to her and said :" Your safety is everything to me."
Ya...here it is. I am going to say almost the same thing to my dad.But it has to be modified before I say.hehe...
My parents have told me that they will give me whatever I wish which is obtainable if I got a good STPM result.erm...Studying is just for my own....and it is my duty in fact..I don't really need any award or what...The result is the award for me.
If they really can fulfill whatever I wish, I wish they can be peaceful, healthy and joyful in future.
Dad...Your health is the thing I am regarding the most now. Be healthy and strong!
sorry...I can do nothing but to pray for you patiently and sincerely.sorry...

Are you feeling ashamed of me?

Having a good talk with a friend.He is my younger brother's friend actually. He asked me a very good question that I have to helplessly admit my failure."The relationship between you and your brother is bad, isn't it?". I replied, yes.
In the conversation, he told me my bro wanted to be different from me.
I have analyzed it before. I know there have been many people comparing me with him before. It should be very unsatisfactory and unfair to him. Since, his spirit to strive for victory is weak...he chose to be different from me so that other people are not able to compare him with me and he could give himself a seemingly acceptable excuse as well.Such a self-approving...
He himself got problem...I am just one of the factor I think...It is helpless for me to just look at him going down the dangerous hill.
My brother,
You have done what stupid things your second brother did. You made yourself a fashionable hair style and have bought yourself a huge lady bag. However, your elder brother has become more steady and honest. His hair style now is simple and good-looking. He is a real man now. Are you going to be like him in future also?