Time to wake up....

Time to wake up..is the time to get conscious and ready to continue the boring routine in our life.
ya.The routine will be boring and not interesting anymore if you keep on doing something almost the same. Sometime, we choose to take something or someone to be our reason for living. Maybe you regard that as a hope in your life, the source. It is sad to say that you deserve depression in the end when the thing you look for no longer exists. However, you should make up your mind when you are getting into such problem. Figure out what is the reason to live, to keep on breathing.^^There is a tip here.
A film here. CITY OF ANGLE
The actor inside is Nicolas Cage, a well-known actor.^^
He acts as an angle-a Messenger of God.
.In the beginning, he found living is such a wonderful thing in the world. Human can eat and feel the taste of the food using tongue. The most special and precious thing is....LOVE. They can love each other and the feeling of being loved and loving is really indescribable. He longs to experience such wonderful feeling. After that, he fell in love with a beautiful woman. Since his willingness to live with her was very strong. he finally decided to become a human.
At the end, the girl he loves was dead. It made him got extremely depressed and regretful of his decision. He rather not to smell her fair...not to touch her face...but....the sense of depression is just intense. After that, he is like having no hope of living. However, after awhile, he noticed that there are thousand of things he can cherish....can give thanks to the God.
What a good ending to encourage us...It is inspiring...^^
There are many educational messages could be brought in the story if you watch the film seriously.

Home

At home,
you would feel comfortable at every single corner of it.
You would have either a cup of tea or milo that is prepared by a woman.
You would be forced to have your meal though you don't really feel like to eat.
You would appreciate the meal and wonder how difficult and long it is for her to prepare.
You would read your own news paper and chill out at the hall as if you have nothing to bother with.
You would also have no tendency to hide yourself from anyone at home. .
You would feel like to go home when you are away.
You would be pleasant to be there...^^

unforgetable memories

Someone is leaving.For his future and studies...
The message to invite him playing basketball is no longer necessary to be sent.
Meanwhile, I realized that there have been so many friends whom don't really contact with me as if they have left away from me so long.^^But they are not really too far from me...Maybe we are in the same country, hometown and even garden.But somehow I feel that they have left me away for a long while.
I wish them all the best over here. Hope that I will be the one they occasionally miss.
Of course, they are leaving...But something has been conserved-they are unforgetable memories.^^

The court

The court of basketball-the place where we used to have fun with friends.
In order to keep myself healthy, exercise is required of course.
I find it interesting playing basketball...I have learnt alot of things from that.
Exercise makes people get more emotionally stable and conscious. That is what we need. Anyhow, people nowadays underestimate it.
One day, I lost a game and were forced to set aside cooling down the temperature of my big ass.
There was a man setting beside me. To be sociable, I took initiative and started our conversation. A simple question, I asked. How come the court look so empty? No people meh?
He answered, oh...they all are working.haha...
I see...haha!What? I thought we-the youth should be the one who have the responsibility to fill up the basketball court instead of the Court of Law.==
It is sad to say that...but truly I can give nothing to deny my own statement.
Boys!Where are you all?Stop flirting with girls or playing with the stupid and lifeless computer! Come on! Get rid of the manacles of BGR and the chains of vanity!Get in the court of BOYS!!^^This should be the real and healthy way to spend the autumn of youth.
I am looking for the day's coming, the day that the court-land of boys would be filled with cheerful laughter and the healthy sweat greatly wet the ground.^^

say Hi or Bye

say 'Hi' or 'Bye'? Which one I prefer. None of them.
Why? Normally people may prefer to say 'Hi' rather than 'Bye'.
Saying 'Hi' represents a beginning, while saying 'Bye' represent an end. Is it?
However, 'Hi' and 'Bye' both are one. Without 'hi', saying 'bye' will no longer has its own meaning and vice versa. ^^
Having no sorrow to say 'Bye'. Instead, having hope to long for the moment for us to say 'Hi'.^^

Sad case

Straight to the point
This essay has no offense to any people and anything.
I am merely willing to share.
I have an aunt who has got married many years. She has a good-looking, smart, tolerant and hardworking husband. Both of them have 3 healthy children who are in primary school. Theoretically, they both should be quite a happy family.^^
She has been supported to learn English and become a promoter something like that. It should be a very nice plan. That is why our big family has no comment on it.
Well~Online learning is such an effective way to learn English. I am now also learning English in fact. Likewise, we have no comment about how she learns.
However, she knew a guy, a man from the internet. She encountered him occasionally or deliberately? I have no idea.==
And somehow she is just falling love with the man that she has never seen before.
She merely knew that the man is a professor and staying at a foreign country around Australia.In their conversation, the man promised that he will give her a brand-new well-being.
Damn Shit!How could the promise be real? He can give nothing to prove the reality of the promise. Somehow, she believed...She is now still believing....
Many doubts appear.
Has she looked for a brand-new marriage for a long time? and WHY?
What is the thing that is truly unsatisfactory in her life?
Is the husband a gamble who sells all the property to pawnshop?
Is their children all handicapped and bad-looking?
I don't think so.
The man will just flirt with her and regard it as an entertainment. An entertainment with no commitment. He will just tease her in front of the computer while he is writing something romantic and tempting. He will never take any real action to make her stupid dream come true.
Her willingness of having illusive extramartial relation has been announced and discovered.==
Now, she is not staying with her husband. She seems to have no regret of making such decision even though all the members are counseling her. How could it be like that? It is seriously disappointing. God bless and forgive them...
In this case, I realized people would do something extremely terrible when their eagerness overwhelms their rationality.
My dear friends...Don't get desperate of something. You will definitely regret at last.

Vanity

Date: 15-3-2010
Time: 2:09 p.m.
Moment: When I am supposed to work in my dad's company
Mode: ponteng kerja

I know I am just a wretch who finds working in company is terribly boring. Just sorry for being such a wretch.==
Before several years, our big family's company had no much business customers. That time, my parents and relatives were worried about the business. The problem always made them to knit their own brows throughout the years.
Now, they have already made the business stable and besides there are several permanent customers dealing with them. The demand of high quantity becomes the problem. The demand is now high, however the workers are not that sufficient and efficient.==Now, they are still worrying.
How come...? Vanity of vanity.
Last night, my dad took initiative to ask me working during this holidays. That was 1st time he asked me to help. I couldn't imagine how serious the problem is.
Sad for having a terribly tiring match last night. It made me suffer and physically exhausted. Now resting...==