Melody in our life

We all are actually musicians! We have composed our own kind of melody in our life. And we have changed it several time before.^^
You may not understand what I said over here, so let me clear your doubts here.
Melody...There are many kinds of melody with different rhythms.
The melody in our life greatly represents the contain of our daily life.
In order to make the melody in our life be appreciated, it cannot be insipid but be unique and rhythmic. It cannot be too rhythmic otherwise it will be disordered and irritating. However, a melodious music without theme sounds meaningless.
Most of us haven't been a good musicians. For we haven't really knew how to compose a good melody we wish to have in our life. What kind of life you wanted to have? The thing you can do to get it is to change your melody in your life.and please...set a gorgeous theme for your melody...

I am angry!

I am here having my school day. As usual, the duty to bring our ass out of the bed and make our way to school before 725 am has to be fulfilled during weekdays. ^^ What a lame routine It should be? But I enjoy it seriously...^^ really..
I had the midyear test before the June Holidays...I was quite confident actually.. Cus I have prepared for that quite enough...hehe...
Well~Today, all the score of results have been known and I am very thankful of what I am having...^^For I know...I won't have such honor if I still live for me.
The higher score of academic subjects,the more honor to the students now. It proves how intellegrent and brilliant they are. However, somehow they will never feel satisfied of that for they keep comparing with one anothers.
Now what? There has been a long time I didnt get agitated by anyone or anything. I am kind as how people around me know that. But somehow I find my kindness is just a weakness.
I was having my lesson in my school as usual. During chemistry lesson, I noticed my friend hasn't made his homework done. I just teased the guy by saying something about his uncompleted work. At the moment,I joked, there was another guy interrupting the conversation. That was very offensive...
I have totally no idea of why he could say such offensive words to me. It is not hurt...but agitative enough!! He said :" shut up la you~! What for you did a lot of homeworks? You are still losing us!" I was like what?! After that, I immediately
turned my face greenish black..Meanwhile, all the students turn their face to me and wonder what response I would give.Silent~~I just kept silent and added a joke to end the conversation.
At that time, my mind was blank but filled by those offensive words he has uttered in front of me. Bullshit!! I was regret of having my kindness! Should I just stand up and scream aloud in front of him? Should I just ...I have no idea of what BIG and drastic reaction an angry people would take an that situation.haha...so ...sad...==
Just very angry...very very ANGRY! If I didn't keep the case in mind, I think I will be alright. But once, it appears in my little mind, It will be a boom...an atom boom...a nuclear boom also!!!
well~ However, I find no regret on my cool reaction.I didn't make any conflict happen..I am not going to show him how strong and intellegent I am. I am going to show him that the humility will raise a person up to a climax. God will bless those who is humble and hard-working not those who is boasful and prideful. Wait and see, man.

What is playing the role?

There are four main nouns that we usually use to describe directions. They are south, east west and north. However, the people on the earth are generally separated into two groups, that are western and eastern. The people live in east and west are almost different. They have different life style, culture, belief,color of skin and eyes, thought, history and on and on. However, they are human.
So far, eastern people is trying to be western people. They listen to English song of many kinds. It is not wrong to listen to the English songs but they just imitate what western people used to do foolishly with no reason. I wonder why.
lets' talk about song^^
Normally, we find pop, hip hop, R&B song interesting. Those styles of song are mostly from west. The agitating bass produced by the rhythmic drumbeat is background music of the western song that attract us the most. We will be steamed up if we listen to a song with such agitating background music. Even though the lyrics there have no meaning, the music will still play the role.^^ We may like the music but not the song. Since, we like them ,so we search for them. That is why I find many friends started listening to the western songs..I mean English songs.
One fine day, my friend and I were going to a place by my car. We listen to radio and a song was playing. My friend said that the music is good, but the lyric doesn't bring any meaning to him. He was not even satisfied about the singing skill of the singer. However, the song is the famous song recently. What is playing the role? The music or the song? It shows that most people don't really care about the contain but the atmosphere the music could bring to them.
I like the song 甜蜜蜜 by 邓丽君. simple but meaningful...LOL!who appreciate the song as well?

So Lucky....==

haha! I don't want to laugh actually..But I just want...tease myself as much as possible. It is just fuuny...haha!Guess what?
Have you ever seen a guy encountering an accident just 1 minute after?
I have just encountered a terrible accident.=)
Since my brother now is having problem...at the same time, my mother is worrying.As a son, I would like to accompany her doing something so that she can just put the problem aside for awhile. I asked my mom swimming with me this evening.
It seems like a wonderful moment for us to swim in this...how to describe the weather...haha...a nice evening...
My mom and I reached the pool (in a taman around Pai Teik School).
We entered and put the thing aside. Before swimming, it is advisable to warm up our body so that our tendon will be flexible. After finishing the warming up, I went to bath and wash my body. Afterward, something terrible is going to arise. I was very eager to get myself into the pool. haha! I walked toward the pool by making several big paces. There are several iron branches on the ground. It is to let people open the huge brick by holding the iron branches. Within the paces, my right feet was swum and side-way struck on a iron branch which is not covered by soft rubber. Since the flesh is vulnerable, the iron penetrate. It caused an injury.
It seems like a little bit complicated...
let me summarize! I have just got injured! BULLSHIT!!!!!! DAMN!!!!!
I don't want to continue saying the matter...I find it terrible! oh...meanwhile, I am speechless...totally speechless... Now just setting in the room...with a wrapped-up right leg....EMO MAX=(

The sea~

I am here-Nibong Tebal,officially having my 2 weeks holidays.

I am very upset to know that the streamyx network supply has been cancelled.Since my stupid brother applied a new package which is just available for university students, the network supply will be cancelled for a while…erm a week (DAMN LAME!!!!)

Having fun in Penang Island before coming back to my hometown.hehe…It is fair enough cus I have been nerdy for a long time…It is time to play around and relax…^^

Just came back from island, entering the smelly hall of my house…
My mom stopped my pace and started to talk with me…(time to gossip…)There are several things happened recently….walao eh!BGR problems...

The youngest and eldest among my brothers are having problems in their relationship.==I don’t care what the ending will be…I just concern about my parents’ feeling. My dear parents have been emotionally influenced. Haiz~ It is just torturing for them to see their sons suffering in relationship. I was told that both of them cream aloud during night…== Is it worthwhile for them to do so?

The case about my youngest one is not worth to be mentioned. Such a waste of time….=P I might be teasing while I am talking about that..haha! He will be alright soon by getting another one after this pair is broken. ^^

The case for the eldest one is just a little bit serious.==
My father has advised my brother getting ready to look for a new one.^^ For he thinks that the same problem will happen in future as long as the girl’s nature still remains. What is the problem? There is a third person interrupting their relationship.

Well~ If I am not mistaken, elder pair has been together for almost five years. How could it last so long? And why would such problem arise? Theoretically, they are considered as a stable pair which is supposed to…erm….get married soon. ^^ ya…supposed..keke… It is shocking for such problem arising. Nobody has ever expected. ==

Many people could make their journal further and even more brilliant if they can make a change whenever a chance is given. But most of them could not make it, because they have sacrificed the chances to get what they should not get early. ^^ they spend their time to keep something which is temporary. Meanwhile, the chance is being sacrificed.

My parents and I are all outsiders. We can never interrupt and do anything for helping that.
On the way going to Sunway Carnival today, they have told me a lot. My father suggested me to seek for a girl who is polite. =D I ask: Like mummy? He laughed. =)

Brothers… A lot of girls appreciate such a man like you…always remember there are plenty of fishes in the sea. ^^ the sea~~~~~~

No need to be like that~

I am having my mid-year exam. Teacher said this should be a test which is able to see whether we can score well in STPM or not. The words tense most of the PAB students up. I can feel that.
Since the syllabuses are terribly wide,it seems like an impossible mission to score very very well in this mid-year exam. There have been many students falling into depression and despair since they have started the journey of STPM. During such trial of frustration, what is the thing or attitude we should lean on to complete the journey with joy and peace? Some of them choose to lean on their own determination...some just give up every thing...some of them just don't even take it as a big deal.
Trial is like a chance for me to glorify the name of God.so? Do we have to merely depend on our own ability and effort to score well during exam?Take other people as your target to chase after in term of academia?honor him with our effort?
All the time hiding yourself from the society, making sure that nobody is going to disturb you?
All the time look at the book without making any joke with friends during class?
Asking your friends whether they have started preparing for the exam?(so that you will find it more comfortable when they said they haven't?or more competitive when they said they have well prepared.)
Looking around your friends studying?to see what they are studying and see whether you have read through it or not?
All the ways above are not healthy...and will never give glory to the Lord.
I think the only way to gloryify God's name is to putting down all our pride...purely follow him with the humble spirit to the kingdom of God.
He love us so much...hope us to Just lay all the thing to him...leave no worries in our life...
It is not easy to do what I have uttered.I find it very hard to do so, since the surrounding people and the peer pressure will unwittingly keep you from doing that. You may get involved into this academical battle without any sense of awareness.
I feel very lost among them...

calming down myself in my silent room...
persuading myself with the words of bible..
figuring out the truth...
knowing that peace and joy....
is the precious jewel that God long to give us...
Jumping out of the box and seek for them!
Thank God....thank you...

Happy Mother's Day

Wish all the mothers having good health and a peaceful life.
Happy Mother's Day...^^

I noticed one of my friends was worried of figuring out a gift for her mother recently.
She asked me what I am going to present to my mother in this week.erm...That is a good question which I don't ever bother.I was speechless that time.
Last night, I made a call to my eldest brother and discussed with him about the celebration.
Finally, we decided to buy a cake for our last-minute planning.
I found myself very thoughtless and I wonder how my friend could be that worried of the gift.
I thought maybe it is due to the fact that I am a guy...But that never be a reasonable factor.
Over here, there is a question. How can we express our love to someone we really love? By giving a valuable present or just a kiss?
Gift somehow is necessary for us to built up a good relationship with our parents, relatives, friends and even life partner.
However, love them with our sincere heart....with no purpose...
I love you...Mum...^^since you love me 1st...